are you lonesome tonight

Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there?

Tired. Stress mostly. She kinda do that to me. That woman. You never know when she’s gonna call you out of nowhere yelling over the phone about something you did wrong. Lol sounds like mom. I kinda secretly admire her, you know, for what she have done yet it’s still a bit terrifying. 3 days till Friday, yet tons of shet to do.

Had lunch with chi Trang on Monday. Took her to Berru and she loved it. It was rather an enjoying lunch. She’s 1-2 years younger than my mom. She told me about her Jewish mother-in-law, her Dalat yoga retreat, and non-judgement lifestyle. Heh. What a strange life. Yes, in case you wonder, Jewish women are truly unimaginable. Before we got back to the office, she said, “I think you marry a foreigner, Trang”. It was a strange statement too, it’s not like “you will” or “you should”. it’s just plainly “you marry”, like an order, you know. I was like, chi, I haven’t met ONE that I like yet, let alone getting married?!! (and trust me, I’ve tried going on so many dates, dating fucking sucks!!!)

Are you lonesome tonight
Do you miss me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted apart?

Listening to this song by Elvis Presley, not missing anyone in particular. Work is a mess. I can make a challenge out of it: learn how to deal with that-woman. Gotta make it work between us, she’s too important to avoid.

Btw, there aren’t enough vietnamese stand up comedians in this world.

Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight?